When we love someone new, much like when we love another child, our capacity for love doesn't divide, it multiplies. Your capacity for love grows with each new person you love. I love Shaun today as much now as I always have. When I lost him, I knew I still had so much love to give away. Over the past few months, my heart has opened its self up to having new love again. I've found a new love. Having this love has only multiplied the amount of love I have to give. I'm blessed to have not just one new heart but two new hearts to love, because this new love comes as a duo. One big heart to love and and one little heart to love. Its been amazing to see how much this love has helped heal me, he helps support me, he lifts me up, and he adds so much joy and light in my life. I still live with grief and loss every day. I live with that pain, and choose to love any ways. I'm grateful for the love from these two new loves, and for the love I'm able to share with them.It's beautiful how even after my heart broke when I lost Shaun, that I still love more than ever, and believe that it can happen to me again.
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