Last week was a rough week for me. I can't tell you why I struggled so much, but I can tell you that it was hard. I tried to do it all on my own, and failed miserably. The thing is, I have so many close to me that would have been right over had I told them. I just don't know how to ask for that kind of help some times. I'm a great helper. I just don't always know how to ask others for that same type of help. I have a hard time letting people in some times, and last week I felt like I was drowning. |
My sweet twin sister reminded me of something, and it was something I knew but in the moment I forgot. "My lifeguard walks on water." In those moments when the light is hardest to see, it can be easy to forget the Savior is close by. Probably closer than we realize. Patiently waiting for us to ask for help. I feel at times he is waiting to bless us, or help us, we just have to have the faith to ask. He is there to reach out a hand, and lift us from the depths of our sorrows. The savior more than anyone else knows our pains, knows our sorrows, and knows our hearts true intents. Maybe the lesson in my struggle is that I need to rely on the Savior more, and I don't have to do it alone.
Reach out, he'll take your hand.....